Brother Paul de Vera shares his deeply personal journey of overcoming severe struggles with suicidal tendencies, which began in childhood due to intense pressure to excel academically. Despite his early success and bright future, he faced numerous emotional and mental health challenges, including repeated suicide attempts. His experiences of failure, family conflict, and abuse led to ongoing suicidal thoughts.

Paul’s turning point came when, after a particularly severe suicide attempt, he experienced a profound realization of his purpose. Despite feeling shame and embarrassment, he recognized that his survival was for a reason. He chose to channel his renewed life into ministry and service, eventually becoming a pastor. His journey to recovery involved facing his brokenness, accepting help, and dedicating his life to supporting others through their struggles.

Paul emphasizes the importance of not letting one’s past define their future and aims to inspire others by showing that even after severe difficulties and multiple attempts to end his life, there is hope and purpose. His story is a testament to resilience and the transformative power of faith and support.