You experienced a challenging and abusive childhood, marked by violence and exploitation, particularly involving your mother. She struggled with addiction and used you for financial gain by involving you in exploitative situations. Despite these hardships, you found solace and purpose through dancing, particularly with Toni Fowler, and eventually escaped the abusive environment with your sister.

Becoming a mother at a young age gave you a new perspective, leading you to understand and eventually forgive your own mother. You found fulfillment in the unconditional love of your child, which helped you heal and break the cycle of pain you endured.