In this story, the narrator expresses deep frustration and resentment toward their parents due to their financial struggles. This feeling may stem from feelings of embarrassment, societal pressures, or a desire for a different lifestyle. The narrative explores themes of class, expectations, and the impact of economic hardship on family dynamics. As the story unfolds, the narrator might reflect on their feelings, confronting the complexities of love and resentment, and ultimately seeking a deeper understanding of their family's circumstances.