Annaig Oanez2 months agoA bed of roses that I forever seek, in thirst I wait question I think about you. I think about you when you are at home as I am out today. It is the 24th of December 2024. Christmas Eve. Everyone seems to have someone. But I seek and I miss you. I was out today until about 11:30 and after that I was home. I thought about you when I was out at Gatsby. I think about you now. I think about you in your jammies, with a cup of hot tea, blowing on the chamomile as you want to sleep. You are way past these days. Wanting to stay up. Wanting to party. Not that you are a virgin to these experiences. But rather because you want to choose the peace of being at home. My eyes were moist for the first time in a long time today. Maybe it is an experience that I will seldom have. He sort of understands what I go through. But no one understands the turmoil of waiting for you. I ache for you. You are the bed of roses I have sought all my life. I feel incomplete without you as I seek you tonight. To complete me. You really are my better half. How could I be anything but? How can I miss you so bad? When you haven’t existed in reality. I am lost in thoughts of you. Of your want for me. Of my want for you. Of us. When will I ever see you?7
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