Bennett Prunellaa month agoI (22F) recently discovered that my fiancé (25M) cheated on me a year into our relationship, and now I feel completely stuck. We live abroad, and I confronted him about it. He apologized and said he was a different person back then, but instead of truly addressing how much this betrayal has hurt me, he mostly focused on how I found out. It’s been about a month since I found out, and I honestly can’t stand him anymore. I hate myself for staying with someone who cheated, but at the same time, I feel paralyzed and unsure of what to do. I keep thinking about staying, but deep down, I know I can never forgive or trust him again. It’s made me feel awful about myself. Every time he leaves the house or is on his phone, I feel sick to my stomach, worried that he’s doing it again. The problem with leaving is that we live in a foreign country, and I have no support system here. We have a place together, with a lease for another year, and we work at the same company. I don’t have enough money to move out on my own, and even if I did, I’d have to quit my job because I couldn’t work with him anymore. I don’t have enough savings to stay somewhere else until I can get back on my feet. I just feel completely trapped and miserable, knowing I’m staying with someone who betrayed me. I really don’t know what to do and would appreciate any advice on how to move forward. 1694
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